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Bio Video for BPR Broadcast Premier

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 06:23:02 GMT

This is the video the producers and judges of Bravo's Project Runway are going to see. Wish me luck!!

<3 Elizalde

(Note: Better quality video in myspace.com/raelizflo)

I'm feeling Yummy Head to Toe

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 03:09:22 GMT

Tried out for Project Runway in New York this Saturday. Today I returned. It was great; I loved riding the subways, watching people in Times Square, seeing Tim Gunn, Malan, producers of BravoTV, trying out, being alone in a HUGE city and just experiencing something new.

I definitely needed a dose of something different. And this was surely an overdose. So about the try out, I made it 1/2 and 1/2...the "Pre-screener" rejected me because my designs are too "high fashion", BUT I got the paper that actually confirms I got in via connections. lol. Next step: film a bio video of me. If anyone knows how to, or anyone that may know how to record, film, and edit video by tomorrow morningISH/Noon, I'd GREATLY appreciate if you could help me out...<3

I definitely had a fantastic time.

Raelizflo

My number's growing; just like my Muscles.

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:31:42 GMT

I've been swimmin' @ the gym, workin' on my fitness; I'm Delicious--and i have my witnesses--this shit's not fictiscious--I'll blow kisses......

So I had an amazing party with all my lovers ever! except Bonnie, she is definitely not a lover A N Y MORE! I had a few of my favorite things...

Turquoise/Aqua colored Balloons

Chocolate Cake (Mmmmmm)

Love

& a VOGUE magazine provided du Margaret (thank u!)

...........and other stuff. anyway--I'm going to start working HARD for my next Fashion show this Spring. I have made Bugsy my Personal Assistant. I need to find fabrics, models, hairstylists, make-up artists, sewing assistanci, and a photographer. I am so excited; my inspiration this year (looks, designs, colors, theme) will blow you "out of the water"!

I Can't Hear You

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 01:26:33 GMT

Stalker # 00031

I wanted to go to Jamba Juice today for my 30 min of lunch...but they were CLOSED. Holy shit. So today I went to work for the first time in one whole WEEK! yeaaay! I've been working out like a bodybuilder, and dare I say that I am shaping up every time I go--very proud of myself.

So my birthday is January 6th. Does anyone want to help me make plans for that day? I really want to be with all my favorite people in the world.

So I'm supa sexy love angel music baby turtle dove turquoise in black&white vinyl ventriloquism virgin sex pizza version 88.0083SEVEN @ 1pm via Express Mail for a $Dolla$ and you mama with post-its in her mouth reminding you to tell her all your secrets of your life, dalmation. Madonna. Wither. Spoon. Womanhead x 6 with diabetes and religion up your mouth and kicked you in yo face.

Read. Reading is good. Brought to you by the American $10 Bill.

Raulito.

Fucking Fergie

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 05:23:33 GMT

She's stealing Gwen's style. Bitch. SO! It's almost Christmas guys... lol. I asked all next week off (15th-25th), excluding Sundays--I have to work those. Anyway! I want to go to an awesome restaurant for dinner with someone. I want to become more...cultured; going to restaurants, concerts, events, movies...etc.

Oh, I dyed my hair +highlights, and I look good. yay! constructive changes!

The Woman In Her Shadow

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 05:41:13 GMT

I'm making lots of money. And I'm "fixing" me. what with a new bed, art supplies, clothes, dvd player, braces, doctor appointments...next a nose job! lol

I can finally pay and get things I've always wanted since forever; and that makes me happy, damn it. Did I mention a gym membership, $5 (five) Cellphone bill, shoes, crap, and more crap. Anyway, I'm becoming more flexible, happier, and well--grown up. And on the other hand, it does scare me [terribly]. I never wanted to grow up. I just wanted to be a kid, then die. Because I knew that when I'd grow up, I would enter another dimention, with regulations, rules, time, control...thing I never believed in. And it's just funny to talk about--

Now, I'm thinking about a car. About college. And of course, love... But I think the placement of the stars and planets need to move a bit more, I'm skuRd. But love is a happy thing; a very pretty, happy, beautiful thing that I think I may think too much of. I've never liked the idea of being alone--cuz it sucks and it's boring and it's lonely and stupid. I love being w/ someone and just having fun, and playing, and learning eachother...like when we're little kids discovering the world. Kids grow up too fast. Maybe I did, too.

P.s. I've discovered something! No Doubt is getting back together & it puts me in tears to want to hear their new stuff! and also Smashing Pumpkins [where R u?]....and also my favorite group of all--Rogue.

Go to RogueNight or become Pro-Anti-Christ.

<3,

raelizflo

I find myself trying to change you; if you were meant to be my lover, I wouldn't have to...

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 08:30:21 GMT

Alex/Hector/Dr. Jeckyl/Mr. Hyde called me today. And...wanted me to see him. "no"...and called again, to see me. "no...not alone". and called again, "no...my friend can't".

Called again. "no, take care of your bitch"..........called again. no. and again...and came over....and saw him. And we talked. About everything. But nothing in him CHANGED. I told him I deserve better...and after 2 hours of face-to-face conversation, first time in 2 months, he pulled out a cigarette--which he should know I hate smoking--so I stepped out, and he asked, "...so are we never seeing eachother for good?"...and I laughed, and walked away...

I know the person I respect most in this world, and know I could love for ever, and ever...and I hate to even mention this person in the same post as a. because it's so tacky. But love, damn it, is a bitch from hell. A bitch from fucking hell.

Madonna's little Child

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 04:00:06 GMT

The woman drank some water, and wished it were a strawberry daquiry.

Madonna rejected Gwens baby clothes gift from her fashion line L.A.M.B. Because she thought it was a publicity thing to have Madonna's new kid wearing Gwen's clothes. ...stupid madonna.

Ummmm...so who wants some christmas?

I'm made of milk

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 20:34:54 GMT

I love my schedule...i get up when i want. Anyway, today I went around town--I got a fruit smoothie from the Creamerie on Brookside, and I got my balance for my checking account @ Albertson's; I had enough to buy some hairspray & I found this numbing gel for 5 bucks! So that's what I bought at Walgreen's. Anyway, I've been sleeping like a virgin baby on Christmas eve covered in warm chocolate with a million dollars in my checking account naked and perfect--my bed is like....god, i have like a mental orgasm when i get in there and when I wake up, i get another one! A N Y W A Y!!! i sleep naked in bed???? duhHHhhhhhh

anyway, we should have a partie! ***ahem...party* pattie? ....We should have a party! and a sleep over...and have pizza, and watch Saw 1, and 2, or just 2...and/or go out to a movie and see Saw III!!!!! whoever you are..................................THEN! we should have tea and drink it.

So life is comfortable. But there is plenty of room for fun!

<3, Raul The Love. Magic. Yummy. Sexy.

Goodbye, Hello, goodbye, hello, goodbye, hello...hello, goodbye.

Sat, 04 Nov 2006 02:54:14 GMT

hello.

I had 4 wisdom teeth extractions today. Ouch, it suckkkkkks.

For future reference, this is my schedule, AiGHT?

Sunday through Thursday (not Monday through Friday) from 2:30P-11P

I have Friday & Saturday off. Friday is like YOUR Saturday, and my Saturday is like your Sunday.....and Monday morning is like your Friday afternoon***anyway...

Tomorrow is my Sunday. And I'm in Pain. And my left jaw is swollen out the wazOoo, shoot kuz'N!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! My mom got me a easle to PAINT on and DRAW and other scribble/history sort of action! and ALSO! I'm drawing DESIGNs for my next Collection! and--I have ADD. and my jaw hurtz like Helium being blown into your bladder after drinking 20 shots of taquila and vodka....which I have never done...

k, bye